god is soo good!! soo much has happened since ive updated.I went on a missions trip to Arizona where we ministered to the White Mountain Appache Tribe. It was amazing God did soo many things in my life there and even made my passion for him and people even stronger. God let me lay down all my selfish pride and let me cry about things that I needed to cry about for about 5 years long. Yess it was amazing! God let me minister to this one specific woman who will never leave my mind, where she was grieving about her nephew because he tried to commit suicide in her basement and she felt it was all her fault. I got the privalege to pray for her and God totally engraved on my heart to reach people like crazy that week and forever! I know I've said this several times but i know for a fact i will never be the same.  And ive just been thinking lately of how much God has brought me through during the last year as i looked at all my old xanga posts, due to the fact that i treat this as a venting place and well journal, but yess all the posts where i was soo depressed and people hert me. This year has been totally different and i dont even know how to expain it but that God is soo good.  But like Pastor Jason said in his preaching in arizona on the thursday night the devil knows my weeknesses and will set traps.  Yes he has done that but God has totally helped me throught it. With the stress of school and friends going back to there old routines since the summers over and the camp and missions experiences arent there anymore they decide to go back to the way they use to be before God made it all better...Last night at church god touched my heart and told me i have to confront these people about what they are doing if it means loosing friendships because a real friend would do what im getting ready to do and im just praying for God to give me the strength....All i can say is God is amazing and i dont know what i would be without him to tell ya the truth. Without him I'd probably be into drugs and maybe even dead...but since he loves me so much that he totally transformed my life. This school year has excited me so much! I reallly do believe that God is going to do so much within all schools especially North! As i feel im trying my best with staying active within sfc and being in leadership in fca im totally ready for what god is going to bring and that god will make my best even better! God im ready have your way with in me this year, i believe with all my heart God that this year will start a revolution! 

<<feels

like yesterday i was that age.

dedicated to kace face----

Somehow I knew we would be friends. We'd have our fights, our ups & downs. But when the big things came along, we could work anything out. We'd fight over guys..then laugh it off cus we learned it wasn't worth it. We knew that our friendship would make it through anything. It feels like we've been friends forever & really, we have. But no matter what, you've always been there when I needed you the most, & I love you to death for that.

best friends by heart, sisters by soul,

quiet and shy? [ heck no ]

-- t r y  o u t   o f   c o n t r o l

<<kace face

thats us when one of us starts driving!! yay!